Um. Scary. One of my better friends who is struggling right now told me he was having some suicidal thoughts. Friend and I spent a few days at his side as precaution but also a good time kickin around the white ball in Tiger Woods '09.
Its a crazy thing (to which I can relate) when pain exceeds the coping resources one has. Because while the reason to kill ones self is to end the pain, it doesnt really end the pain because once you are dead - you cant feel anything. So really, since pain is a feeling, it cant be felt once your dead - whether if its there or not. :\